Thursday, December 3, 2009

This one speaks for itself... thanks Shane

What If Jesus Meant All That Stuff?

This radical Christian's ministry for the poor, The Simple Way, has gotten him in some trouble with his fellow Evangelicals. We asked him to address those who don't believe.

By Shane Claiborne


To all my nonbelieving, sort-of-believing, and used-to-be-believing friends: I feel like I should begin with a confession. I am sorry that so often the biggest obstacle to God has been Christians. Christians who have had so much to say with our mouths and so little to show with our lives. I am sorry that so often we have forgotten the Christ of our Christianity.

Forgive us. Forgive us for the embarrassing things we have done in the name of God.

The other night I headed into downtown Philly for a stroll with some friends from out of town. We walked down to Penn's Landing along the river, where there are street performers, artists, musicians. We passed a great magician who did some pretty sweet tricks like pour change out of his iPhone, and then there was a preacher. He wasn't quite as captivating as the magician. He stood on a box, yelling into a microphone, and beside him was a coffin with a fake dead body inside. He talked about how we are all going to die and go to hell if we don't know Jesus.

Some folks snickered. Some told him to shut the hell up. A couple of teenagers tried to steal the dead body in the coffin. All I could do was think to myself, I want to jump up on a box beside him and yell at the top of my lungs, "God is not a monster." Maybe next time I will.

The more I have read the Bible and studied the life of Jesus, the more I have become convinced that Christianity spreads best not through force but through fascination. But over the past few decades our Christianity, at least here in the United States, has become less and less fascinating. We have given the atheists less and less to disbelieve. And the sort of Christianity many of us have seen on TV and heard on the radio looks less and less like Jesus.

At one point Gandhi was asked if he was a Christian, and he said, essentially, "I sure love Jesus, but the Christians seem so unlike their Christ." A recent study showed that the top three perceptions of Christians in the U. S. among young non-Christians are that Christians are 1) antigay, 2) judgmental, and 3) hypocritical. So what we have here is a bit of an image crisis, and much of that reputation is well deserved. That's the ugly stuff. And that's why I begin by saying that I'm sorry.

Now for the good news.

I want to invite you to consider that maybe the televangelists and street preachers are wrong — and that God really is love. Maybe the fruits of the Spirit really are beautiful things like peace, patience, kindness, joy, love, goodness, and not the ugly things that have come to characterize religion, or politics, for that matter. (If there is anything I have learned from liberals and conservatives, it's that you can have great answers and still be mean... and that just as important as being right is being nice.)

The Bible that I read says that God did not send Jesus to condemn the world but to save it... it was because "God so loved the world." That is the God I know, and I long for others to know. I did not choose to devote my life to Jesus because I was scared to death of hell or because I wanted crowns in heaven... but because he is good. For those of you who are on a sincere spiritual journey, I hope that you do not reject Christ because of Christians. We have always been a messed-up bunch, and somehow God has survived the embarrassing things we do in His name. At the core of our "Gospel" is the message that Jesus came "not [for] the healthy... but the sick." And if you choose Jesus, may it not be simply because of a fear of hell or hope for mansions in heaven.

Don't get me wrong, I still believe in the afterlife, but too often all the church has done is promise the world that there is life after death and use it as a ticket to ignore the hells around us. I am convinced that the Christian Gospel has as much to do with this life as the next, and that the message of that Gospel is not just about going up when we die but about bringing God's Kingdom down. It was Jesus who taught us to pray that God's will be done "on earth as it is in heaven." On earth.

One of Jesus' most scandalous stories is the story of the Good Samaritan. As sentimental as we may have made it, the original story was about a man who gets beat up and left on the side of the road. A priest passes by. A Levite, the quintessential religious guy, also passes by on the other side (perhaps late for a meeting at church). And then comes the Samaritan... you can almost imagine a snicker in the Jewish crowd. Jews did not talk to Samaritans, or even walk through Samaria. But the Samaritan stops and takes care of the guy in the ditch and is lifted up as the hero of the story. I'm sure some of the listeners were ticked. According to the religious elite, Samaritans did not keep the right rules, and they did not have sound doctrine... but Jesus shows that true faith has to work itself out in a way that is Good News to the most bruised and broken person lying in the ditch.

It is so simple, but the pious forget this lesson constantly. God may indeed be evident in a priest, but God is just as likely to be at work through a Samaritan or a prostitute. In fact the Scripture is brimful of God using folks like a lying prostitute named Rahab, an adulterous king named David... at one point God even speaks to a guy named Balaam through his donkey. Some say God spoke to Balaam through his ass and has been speaking through asses ever since. So if God should choose to use us, then we should be grateful but not think too highly of ourselves. And if upon meeting someone we think God could never use, we should think again.

After all, Jesus says to the religious elite who looked down on everybody else: "The tax collectors and prostitutes are entering the Kingdom ahead of you." And we wonder what got him killed?

I have a friend in the UK who talks about "dirty theology" — that we have a God who is always using dirt to bring life and healing and redemption, a God who shows up in the most unlikely and scandalous ways. After all, the whole story begins with God reaching down from heaven, picking up some dirt, and breathing life into it. At one point, Jesus takes some mud, spits in it, and wipes it on a blind man's eyes to heal him. (The priests and producers of anointing oil were not happy that day.)

In fact, the entire story of Jesus is about a God who did not just want to stay "out there" but who moves into the neighborhood, a neighborhood where folks said, "Nothing good could come." It is this Jesus who was accused of being a glutton and drunkard and rabble-rouser for hanging out with all of society's rejects, and who died on the imperial cross of Rome reserved for bandits and failed messiahs. This is why the triumph over the cross was a triumph over everything ugly we do to ourselves and to others. It is the final promise that love wins.

It is this Jesus who was born in a stank manger in the middle of a genocide. That is the God that we are just as likely to find in the streets as in the sanctuary, who can redeem revolutionaries and tax collectors, the oppressed and the oppressors... a God who is saving some of us from the ghettos of poverty, and some of us from the ghettos of wealth.

In closing, to those who have closed the door on religion — I was recently asked by a non-Christian friend if I thought he was going to hell. I said, "I hope not. It will be hard to enjoy heaven without you." If those of us who believe in God do not believe God's grace is big enough to save the whole world... well, we should at least pray that it is.

Your brother,

Shane

Monday, October 5, 2009

Be still, and know that I am Lord

How much time do we spend talking about problems, worrying about what we're supposed to do, complaining about how we aren't hearing God, when he's waiting for us in the silence we avoid? We worry about what job we should take, where we should go to school, our plans for the future. We will talk about it with friends and family, worry about it for hours, try our best to plan and control and plan some more...... what if we're waisting all this time worrying when God is waiting for us to sit down before Him, and listen..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Thursday, August 13, 2009

"We will be your hands and your feet"....

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

So the day has come

I'm finishing up my last couple days at my summer internship, and while one would think I'm be excited to do NOTHING for a week and to get back to school, I'm actually kind of bummed out. Working at Coffee Ambassadors was such an amazing experience and I'm sad to leave.

I've learned so much about dedication, patience, organization, what it really takes to run a company, keeping track of the little details, and most of all I've learned so much about myself. I keep saying that I'm not so sure how I feel about graduating college, about leaving everything that's comfortable to me behind, about moving on from everything I've known into the unknown, but looking back at this summer, I'm actually excited to get out there and start actually affecting change. To do what I've been in school all this time to do. To hopefully, try and help change the world.

Now I'm still so unsure where I will be, and it's still overwhelming to think about juggling health insurance, car payments, car insurance, rent, food, cell phone bills, electric bills, and everything else it will take to make it in "the real world" as an "adult", but I really do feel like this summer has helped prepare me and has further motivated me to stick with it. Deciding to not make a lot of money, when you've grown up with plenty, is borderline insane I will admidt, but at the same time after working with people who are truly passionate about what they do and after going through ups and downs of doing something I'm really passionate about, I realize that I could never have it any other way.

This summer suprised me, because I thought it was just about a job, a resume builder, not so much an experience, but man was I wrong. Thanks for everything CA, I'm gonna miss you guys.


Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Work... bored....


Yes... this is indeed what I do at work.....



..... I think I scared my coworkers a lot

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

YAWN

This is how I feel right now:


I've been really burnt out lately, hopefully when I have something exciting to write about I'll be back in action but yea, nothing really that interesting going on besides I'm exhausted. Those of you who know me, this isn't unusual or surprising (sadly enough for my sleep deprived self)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009



My favorite song of the moment :)

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

It's been a while...

OK so I haven't written in... ages. I've actually been busy updating the blog for work! www.coffeeambassadors.blogspot.com. We've just moved into our new offices:















I know, they're sweet hah I'm sitting on that couch right now in the air conditioning. Life is so good.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Realizing Your Own Potential is Very Dangerous

About 3 days, 900 miles, and 12 Red Bulls ago.....

.....I arrived in DC tired, grumpy and ready to get the heck out of my overcrowded coupe. Mostly though I was ready to start on an epic journey, to be a part of something great.

Now I could go on for days about the amazing speeches we heard and the people we met (I mean the head of the ICC, John Prendergast, Ugandan Parliament..... there were some important people there) but mostly this past week was about a movement and about helping the children of Northern Uganda. I've got to start that I earnestly believe Africa has had more of an impact on me than I could ever hope to have on Africa. Hearing from leaders in Uganda and how hopeful, resilient they are; you cannot help but doubt you would be that hopeful in their situation. That you would react with the positivity and determination that these people have. It is both inspiring and encouraging.

Now one speech we heard the first night must be brought up, and if Uncle Tom ever reads this he'll try and weasel his way out of these compliments, but It's got to be done. This hippie looking guy gets up onto the stage and starts talking about how as a people, as a church we are dangerously complacent. We surround ourselves with so much crap, while people all over the world starve to death, and the saddest part of all is that we are much more lost and sad than the people living in poverty in these third world countries. The words struck a cord with me, especially the part where he spoke about the frustrations he had with a church that at large acts nothing like Jesus (the most reckless, radical, and crazy peace love and happiness hippie of all time. I mean after all he INVENTED "Jesus" shoes and lived homeless in tents his whole life with long hair a beard and a robe. He was raised in a barn, this guy was one crazy dude and sure as heck didn't fit in with the people around him. Not that he cared, he hung out with the prostitutes, lepers, tax collectors, imagine Jesus getting a ham sandwich with Bernie Madoff.) When you look at the church today, wearing jeans a lot of the time, will get you weird looks and if you wore what Jesus would have worn you might not even make it through the front doors.

Later on in his time on panel, I discovered he was a Hollywood producer who was responsible for Evan Almighty, Ace Ventura, this guy makes bank. His name is Tom Shadyack, whom I would soon know affectionately as Uncle Tom. This guys lived in Beverly Hills and looked at his life one day and asked "what am I doing? What do I need all this crap for?" Now he literally lives in a trailer, bikes to work, this guy is the real deal, living it out every day. Meeting people like Uncle Tom who will walk barefoot down Constitution with you barefoot and buy you a Popsicle while talking about Jesus and politics, it sticks with you, it affects you, meeting people like Tom messes up your life because you see how you could be living in a more reckless way for Christ. Three days later, he's already messed up mine.

Several things on this trip really messed up my life, messed up my ability to feel complacent with the life I'm living. Another was life living on the floor of a church with 400 other people. When someone in the church needed a cell phone charger there were four people ready with their's. One guy got screwed over on gas money and a bunch of people chipped in so he would have enough money to make it through. The environment developed in this community of ordinary radicals who didn't even know each other, was a more loving and effective community than many church families have. It was beautiful and frustrating at the same time to see the potential we have as brothers and sisters in Christ to truly live like a family, even if you are meeting a brother or sister for the first time to treat them as if they were any other member of your family. It was simply beautiful, it messed me up, it changed my life, I was only there for two days.

Lastly seeing the power of the littles, seeing the power we have as young people when we're believed in and empowered inspired me and made me hopeful for the future of the world. On my own I would never have been able to affect this kind of change. To be a part of something greater than yourself when people believe in you, tell you to your face YOU are going to END the LONGEST running war in AFRICA. I know most people don't believe in you, but I do and I'm going to invest in you and watch you shine. It's enough to bring me to tears because to realize your own potential is a dangerous and wonderful thing. Life will always come with great challenges but to quote Nelson Mandella "It will always seem impossible until it is done" and to end with a quote from my new big brother in the Lord: "In an insane world, the sane will always seem insane" -Uncle Tom.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

How true!!!!!!!

pope benedict xvi
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Sunday, May 24, 2009

10 Random little facts

Ok I thought this was a cute idea so here are 10 random facts about yours truly.... mom may not even know some of these!

10. I am torn between moving to San Diego, DC, Tennessee or France... those places have nothing whatsoever in common besides that I want to live there

9. The only reason I wanted to look at MSU in the first place was to major in theatre business, a major that didn't even exist when I applied... that and the name of the school looked cool on a T-Shirt

8. I have always secretly wanted to be a dancer.... not a club dancer, a real dancer (that or an olympic gymnast)

7. I really wish I was the type of person that was totally ok with flying by the seat of my pants traveling the world with no real money or plan, and not showering... but the hygene thing would get to me

6. "Iko Iko" calms me down in stressfull situations to this day

5. I actually hate the classes I take for my major

4. My biggest fear is living in complacency ^(ironic?)

3. I look at myself in glass windows as I walk by all the time, and TV screens sometimes too (does this make me officially narcicisstic or just curious?)

2. Old people that want to look like young people really creep me out.... some clothing stores should just not allow 60 year old women to shop there... or buy miniskirts

1. I wonder what my life would have been like if I really got after it in high school and decided to become a lawyer... too bad my only motivation was "Law and Order" and "Legally Blonde"

Does the potential of humanity ever bring you to tears?

Or am I just the only one?



Does the lack of progress ever frustrate you beyond belief? Or is it just me?



Do you ever stop and wonder why the world refuses to see the beauty in everything around them, and instead distract themselves with the everyday "stuff"?





That maybe the people to help effect this change are the very ones we think we're "saving"?

Do you ever think this will change? I do.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sometimes it's the little things.... sometimes it's the big ones

So this past Friday, that's four days ago now, I totaled my car. This is the second car crash I've been involved in, that hasn't been my fault, in under a month. I have to admit I was angry with God. What the HECK?! I mean i don't need this, I don't deserve this, the whole nine yards. In fact I kept myself from writing a letter because I didn't have anything good to write about.

Then I sat outside in the sunshine today with a good book, and did absolutely nothing. It's the happiest I've been in quite a while. Then I thought well God I know you're using this for something, and now that I'm over my agenda, my plans, what I want, and being pissed off, let's take a look at what that might be. If you haven't heard of Irresistable Revolution do yourself a favor and check it out. It's written by a guy named Shane Claiborne and it's about discovering what it really means to live like Christ (which for all you non church lingo folk, that would be Jesus). For me that's a goal for my life. A loft goal, and one I KNOW I will fall short of, but darnit I'll try anyway. My future career path (nonprofit with at least some time spent in Africa) is not going to be anything like growing up in Cook County (one of the richest counties in the world, and I'm not bragging I'm just stating a fact, it's gonna be one gigantic contrast) so to me, right now, I believe God is saying: you know what, you can't do this one your own, you kind of need me (suprise suprise) so I'm gonna help you along here.

Whether this means I'm going to be without a car, or if it means I am going to be considerably less economically blessed for a while, God's purpose will prevail. The bible says that many are the plans of a mans heart, but it is the Lord's plan that prevails. Thank God it does and that amongst all my doubt He will continue to hold my hand and guide my steps.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

wake up each morning only realizing the blessings in your life and the opportunities ahead of you

I realize that I myself do this all the time. I wish my car wasn't making weird noises, why is my internet so slow, why do finals stink so much, why is my future so uncertain.... we as a culture focus on the negative aspects of our day. How was your day? It was ok, I have a lot of homework, or I sat in traffic forever this morning, or I got so pissed at so-and-so at work, MAN they get on my nerves.

Why do we look at the negatives when there are so many positives? The first story that comes into my mind is a story from the bible of Job. One day robbers came and drove away all his cattle, killed his servants, and a terrible tornado from the desert destroyed the house in which Job’s children were, killing them all. Job's world was turned upside down, his life was ruined right? Job turned to God and praised Him. Job looked at the positives saying I'm still here, He has a plan for this, God still blesses me.

Look no further than to children living in Uganda, Rwanda, Congo. I was watching a video earlier at where the hell is matt (the newest one is SO cool but I was actually watching the 2006 version first) and it struck me that while it's neat to see this guy do this dorky dance all over the world, what's really cool is when he gets to Rwanda, the children dance with him. This didn't happen in any first world, or second world countries, but in an area where these children don't grow up with much. Yet look how happy they are to be alive! They realize, wow i don't have a cell phone or twelve pairs of shoes, but look at everything I DO have.

And once you've watched the new video, you can see that everyone dances with him. Every single person in the video found something to dance about. Maybe they had horrible days, maybe their future is looking bleak, but when they woke up that morning, or at least before they got on camera, they stopped and found a positive. That's something I'd like to challange every person who reads this (maybe it's just me... who knows) to do. Tomorrow when you wake up, make a list or a mental list of positive things in your life. Of blessings, of p
otential opportunities to bless somebody else's day. If I accomplish one thing before I get super old (like 30) HA, I hope it's to at least have a positive impact on one person's life a day. Maybe it's a smile, a thank you, a hello, little things can be positives, but little things can make a big difference. Like taking five minutes to watch a video that makes you smile. :)

HAVE YOU SMILED TODAY?!

Thursday, April 30, 2009

We're the HUMAN Race, We're all neighbors

Just in case you haven't noticed, the world is pretty interconnected. We are becoming more and more invested in our neighbors in Malawi and Japan and Brazil. This is SUCH a cool organization that focuses on the power that can come from banding together and the beauty that can come from it. They've compiled songs with the voices of artists from across the globe who have never met, but are connected by their love for music and now by songs they've sung together!!! HOW COOL IS THAT?!

CHECK THEM OUT!